I can’t even figure out how to put it into words, but today just feels like something is off. I can’t find my spark today. A game that I’ve been thoroughly enjoying with a friend suddenly came to a half because…? I really don’t know.
I hate this feeling, like my whole world is off kilter. Everything has been shifted. I feel like I’m right back into fleeting happiness with everything.
I got a boatload of molds for resin pieces, and yet, I was happy to open them, and the minute I was done that happiness was gone.
I can’t lie and say I’m not worried I’m about to slip into another major depressive episode. But I’m trying to cope. I’m trying to do the things that I know work… I just hope they continue to work.